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  Nevar nodded.

  “But my appearance?” Veiron looked down at his armour and then at the spear.

  “The work of Heaven. See for yourself.” Nevar motioned towards the pool.

  Veiron leaned over it and held his hand out above the surface. He needed to see his death again and follow himself this time. He had to see what Heaven had done to him.

  The images swept forwards and he didn’t slow when he saw himself fighting the angels and then his death. Heaven burst into view and he watched in horror as he was reborn in the same form he’d had before death and the angels killed him again.

  It didn’t affect anything.

  He came back as he had been before, only his eyes were no longer crimson. They were golden with scarlet flecks running through them.

  Heaven killed him again.

  And again.

  Veiron’s stomach twisted and turned, and he bit back his fury and his need to destroy Heaven for what they had done to him. After his fifth death, when he lay drenched in blood and weakened, they stripped him of his armour, broke his scarlet wings and tore them from his back, and chained him. He growled the whole time he watched them changing him, sending angel after angel to use their talents on him, erasing his memories and altering his appearance.

  He didn’t want to see any more.

  He turned away and Amelia was there, her grey eyes soft with compassion.

  “Veiron,” she whispered and he shook his head and stood.

  Now wasn’t the time for this. Erin was in danger and he had to find her and save her. He had to stop her from giving the Devil what he wanted. She was his to protect.

  Mine.

  She was his master.

  Apollyon rounded the corner, one arm braced across the throat of his twin, the other clutching the end of the chain that now restrained him, wrapped tightly around his broad chest and pinning his arms to his sides. Asmodeus snarled and writhed, cursed them all in a black tongue that Veiron understood. The language of Hell.

  “What were you doing here?” Apollyon said and his twin laughed. He tightened his arm across his throat, cutting off the evil angel’s air supply, and then loosened it again. “Tell me.”

  “My master told me to guard the pool, so I guard the pool.” Asmodeus struggled again and then relented when Amelia drew her sword and aimed the tip of it at his stomach. “He desires all angels are kept occupied while he tends to a certain delicate matter with his daughter.”

  “Where is Erin!” Veiron burst forwards and grabbed the chain around the man’s chest. He dragged him from Apollyon’s grip, getting in his face, and growled. “Tell me where she is.”

  The man smiled cruelly. “I would not disturb them. My master would not be pleased. It takes a lot of focus to inhabit the body of another, even if it is your own flesh and blood.”

  Veiron raised his spear.

  Apollyon’s twin ducked to evade his strike and twisted. The chains binding him blazed red-hot and Veiron cried out as they burned his hand and released them. A gust of wind hit him and he raised his head in time to see the man lifting into the air. Veiron growled. He would pay for that.

  “Leave him,” Apollyon said, deep voice deceptively calm. “You are no match for him and time is of the essence. You must reach Erin in the pit before she does something we shall all regret and the Devil gains control of her.”

  Veiron toyed with telling him to go to Hell and then thought the better of it. He needed to reach Erin. His male pride would have to wait. She was more important than proving Apollyon wrong about his strength by defeating his doppelganger. He snarled, turned away from the dark angel and unfurled his wings.

  They weren’t completely silver-blue. Some of the feathers were lilac, as though his original crimson wings were trying to break through.

  If he had contracted with Erin and had been reborn as her servant upon death, then he would have expected his appearance to change, as Marcus’s had when he had contracted with Amelia. Marcus had explained that he had been a guardian angel once and Amelia had become his master. That was why Marcus had wings like her. Had Erin truly liked his demonic appearance and hadn’t wanted to change it, not even subconsciously? He smiled at that. It was just like her to accept everything about him and not want to alter him. He beat his wings and took off, heading towards the edge of the plateau.

  Amelia and Marcus followed him. Apollyon shouted something foul in the language of Hell and went after his doppelganger.

  Veiron kept low to the ground, beating his wings as quickly as he could, determined to reach Erin before she allowed the Devil to inhabit her body. The edge of the plateau zoomed towards him, the abyss beyond it glowing fiercely. Heat washed over him and the air thickened, the humidity making it difficult to breathe when combined with the stench of sulphur. He shot over the edge, spun in the air and dove. The hot air buffeted him and he wove around the strongest currents, spinning and twirling, his wings pinned back to maximise his velocity. The ground hundreds of feet below came up fast.

  He spun in midair just twenty feet above a black and orange river of lava and flapped his wings. Fire broke from the surface, barely missing his legs, and he stretched his wings wide, catching the thermals and using them to his advantage. He sped over the cragged black landscape of Hell, over the heads of demons that clawed the air in an attempt to grab him and spat black words when they missed, his eyes pinned on the distance and the immense black fortress that rose up to pierce the cavern of Hell.

  Erin.

  He was coming for her.

  “Veiron, slow down,” Amelia called after him but he didn’t relent. He flapped his wings again and again, picking up speed, intent on reaching Erin before it was too late. He didn’t care if he had to go one on one with the Devil. He had to reach her.

  He rolled in the air to avoid a spire of black rock and shot upwards, over the huge spikes of obsidian that surrounded the fortress.

  His gaze sought Erin.

  She stood in the middle of the courtyard, facing the Devil.

  They were still separate.

  “Erin!”

  She whirled to face him and he shot downwards, landing so hard behind her that he shattered the black slabs that paved the courtyard. He rose to his feet and drew his spear.

  “Erin,” he said and her amber eyes met his.

  A huge blast of black energy struck him in the chest, sending him careening into the wall of rock encircling the area. He grunted on impact and again when he smashed into the ground. Veiron pushed himself up onto his knees and then stood, unfurled his wings and beat them. He shot towards Erin and she reached for him. Another blast slammed into him and he crashed into the wall again, hard enough this time that the spire of black rock shattered and rained down on him, burying him.

  Every bone burned in agony and fire filled his veins, stealing his strength. He pressed his hand against his chest and focused, using his ability to heal to dull the pain, and then pushed the rocks off him and wobbled to his feet.

  “I will not let you stop me,” Veiron snarled and skidded down the black rocks to the courtyard. He stalked towards Erin.

  The Devil growled. “You always were a stubborn maggot.”

  “Erin.” Veiron ignored him and reached his left hand out to her, clutching his black and red spear in his right. “Come back to me. Forget all this. I know what happened to me now, Erin. I saw what Heaven did to me.”

  “I can’t,” she whispered and wrapped her arms around herself. “I made a deal.”

  Veiron halted. “No.”

  The Devil smiled. “Yes. You are too late. She has already agreed to my terms. You should be happy. She does this for your sake.”

  Veiron growled at him and swept his right hand out, causing the black rod of his double-ended spear to extend. The twin blades glowed crimson.

  Erin stared at it and then at his armour. “I don’t understand.”

  “Heaven did not only change my memories, Erin. It changed my appearance too... but the m
ore time I spend with you, the weaker their hold on me becomes... but your hold on me is weakening too.”

  She shook her head, her black eyebrows furrowing so they disappeared beneath her fringe. “I still don’t understand.”

  The Devil laughed, disappeared and reappeared right behind Erin. He reached around her and stroked her cheek, and she swallowed, fear brightening her eyes.

  “This is somewhat annoying and unexpected, but it does not matter now. She is mine. There is nothing you can do about it.” The Devil ran the backs of his fingers down her cheek again and Veiron’s blood boiled.

  “Let her go.” He stormed towards them and the Devil held his left hand up.

  Black flames danced across his fingers and wrapped around his palm like ribbons. Veiron halted again. One more blast of the Devil’s power, and he would probably end up back in Heaven. Using his healing ability to stifle his pain drained him of strength. He couldn’t afford to attempt to heal himself again.

  Veiron lowered his spear. “Use me instead. Let Erin go and I will take her place.”

  “No, Veiron.” She struggled against the Devil and managed to escape his grasp, only to be caught and pulled back against him. “You hate what they do to you. When you fall, you remember everything, and you hate the game they play with you and the fact that you are always destined to fall even when you love Heaven so much. I don’t want you to go through that again.”

  He smiled at her, silently thanking her for caring about him enough to be here trying to regain his memories for him so he didn’t have to fall. He wished she had told him this earlier though, back on the beach before she had contacted her father. He might have done then what he would do now, and could have spared Erin the torment of dealing with her father. If he would remember everything by falling, then he would do just that. His contract with Erin would keep him from truly being the Devil’s servant and they could escape this place and cement their bond. He could trick the Devil into giving him back his memories.

  “It is my choice this time, Erin.” Veiron focused and shortened his spear, and sheathed it at his waist. He held his empty hands out. “I will pledge myself in service of you, Devil. Forget this deal and accept me as your servant.”

  “No,” Erin shouted and struggled again. “Don’t listen to him, please. You don’t want to fall, Veiron. Don’t do this.”

  Veiron stared into her eyes. “I do want to fall, Erin. I want to remember you. I want to remember everything for once. I have the power to regain my own memories. You do not have to sacrifice yourself for my sake.”

  “Veiron,” she whispered and shook her head. “Please, don’t.”

  “I want to remember our love and the reason I cannot take my eyes off you... the reason you make me feel alive. I know it would become more than a distant glimmer of a feeling if I had my memories back and everything that has been done to me is undone. It is my choice this time and I am going to fall, Erin... I need to. I need to remember you and our love.”

  The Devil sighed. “All very touching... only I have no intention of accepting your offer.”

  Erin tensed when he pulled her closer to him and cupped her cheek with his right hand, running black claws over her sun-kissed skin.

  “Heaven chose a clever place to hide her but they should have known I would find her one day. A daughter,” the Devil said and slid his amber gaze towards her. “She is everything I had hoped for too. So noble and willing to do whatever it takes to save those she loves. So pure and virtuous.”

  It didn’t seem like the sort of thing the Devil would want in a child. Veiron glanced back up at the plateau to see Apollyon locked in battle with his twin. That creature was everything Veiron thought the Devil would want in his offspring. Pure evil.

  “I admit... I was not pleased when I first discovered my only progeny was female... but she has turned out so much better than I had thought possible. Her virtuousness, her ability to love, her capacity for great kindness was something I thought to wheedle out of her but I see strength in it now, and a means of gaining that which I desire most.” The Devil stroked her cheek with his claws and smiled over her shoulder at Veiron. “She will provide me with a vessel that will grant me all the power I need to tear Heaven asunder and free myself from the pit. Both the mortal and angelic realms will quake in fear.”

  Veiron drew his spear again. “I will not allow you to inhabit her body. I will kill you first.”

  “Who said I desired to inhabit her body?”

  Erin’s eyes widened. “You said you did.”

  “I said you would provide me with a vessel. You would fight me. It is in your nature. I need a vessel that is both powerful and compliant, one raised to allow me to enter it at will and one happy to carry out my commands and stand at the head of my army when I do not occupy it.” The Devil grinned, his eyes flashing bright gold, and slid his hand down her body and laid it over her stomach. “When the fruit you bear ripens, I will have the vessel I desire. I will be invincible.”

  CHAPTER 36

  The shock in Erin’s enormous eyes echoed within Veiron. She hadn’t known but that didn’t stop anger from rising up and obliterating his surprise. The force of it shocked him.

  “Whose child is it?” Veiron spat the question at her and she frowned at him.

  “You said you were damn well sterile... clearly you’re not as sterile as you bloody thought!” Her amber eyes narrowed and brightened, just as the Devil’s had done, and Veiron could sense her anger rising, coming to match the strength of his. “It’s yours.”

  “Impossible,” Veiron said and ignored the Devil when he laughed. “I did not lie to you... if I did say that... angels cannot procreate. Who else have you slept with?”

  “No one, Veiron, I swear. It is yours.” The fury in her eyes faded and she settled her hands over her stomach. “It explains the bouts of sickness I’ve been experiencing. I thought it was my power... Christ.”

  The Devil roared in her ear and she flinched. Veiron snarled at him and drew his spear, his instinct to protect her kicking into overdrive. Her eyes opened again and tentatively met Veiron’s.

  “I don’t know how it happened... but whatever grows inside of me, you are the father.” Her hands trembled against her stomach, as bleached of colour as her beautiful face. He felt her shock in his own blood, felt her fear and trepidation as though it was his own. Perhaps it was. Fathering a child was not something he had ever considered because it was impossible. The muddled emotions he felt in Erin said parenthood wasn’t something she had ever considered either.

  “Are you sure?” he said and she nodded.

  “You’re the only man I’ve slept with in the past year so it can’t be anyone else’s child now, can it?” she snapped, her words a low growl that conveyed every ounce of her anger as it reached a rolling boil again.

  Veiron stared at her. A flash of her in the tub, hands hot against his body, burning up as she rode him, sent his temperature soaring but chilled him at the same time. Her gaze held his and he knew she was telling the truth. If she carried life in her womb, it was his seed that her body quickened and used to create it.

  “How?” he whispered.

  It was the Devil who answered. “Erin is of my flesh, and I am able to mate with all. You are correct, Maggot. You are sterile... but this is not a problem for my daughter. She took your dead seed and gave it life, just as I can take a barren womb and give it new life.”

  The Devil placed his hand over Erin’s on her stomach.

  The surprise and fury in her beautiful eyes faded and fear rose and took their place, obliterating them. She clutched her stomach and her lips parted.

  Veiron felt her fear in his blood, knew why her demeanour had changed so abruptly. It wasn’t only fear born of the Devil wanting their child. It was fear of being a mother. He had witnessed her terror when her other form had shifted beneath her skin and could see in her eyes that she was imagining what the child of the Devil’s daughter and a demonic angel would look like. He
wanted to tell her that it didn’t matter, that no matter what their baby looked like, it would be theirs and it would be loved, and they wouldn’t let it come to harm.

  He was damned if he was going to let the Devil have their child as his vessel. He would protect both Erin and their unborn baby.

  He clutched his spear and met the Devil’s gaze. The man smiled at him, radiating confidence with a cruel edge, one that challenged Veiron.

  “What do you intend to do?” the Devil said, his smile growing wider. “You are powerless against me. You have both been doing exactly as I had planned the whole time.”

  He caressed Erin’s cheek and she shifted away from his touch. Veiron growled. The Devil lifted his hand away from her stomach, black flames licking over his fingers and up the arm of his suit.

  “No sudden moves,” he chided and Veiron stilled.

  Amelia and Marcus landed a short distance off to Veiron’s right.

  “The warning extends to everyone.” The Devil flicked a glance at Amelia. “You would not want her harmed now.”

  “You wouldn’t,” Veiron said and took a step towards them. One way or another he would free Erin from her father’s grasp. Once she was out of his reach, they could fight him and find a way to undo the deal she had made. If she had bargained for Veiron’s memories, then the Devil hadn’t fulfilled his side of the deal yet. Veiron still couldn’t remember her or his past life.

  “You are probably right. She is more valuable to me alive.” The Devil’s smile faded and darkness shifted across his expression. “For now at least. I was so disappointed when I discovered my only offspring was female but this turn of events isn’t so unpleasant... or unexpected. In fact, the whole affair turned out rather well.”

  Veiron frowned and his anger spiked back up, burning hotter than ever. “You let me rescue her.”

  The dark-haired male’s grin said it all. “Of course I allowed you to save her. Why else would you manage to escape so easily? I saw an opportunity to improve a bad situation and get what I wanted. Everything since then has gone according to my plan. You both played your roles so perfectly.”